Under No Rules

2009-03-11T12:20:00.000-04:00

Yeah, I'm blogging.

May...is the month...

Wish Me Luck.

2009-01-01T12:04:00.003-05:00

Happy Two to the Double Oh Nine!

I hope i'm able to accomplish my achievements for this year.

No more slacking, No more playing, No more lazyness.

Sometimes I wonder, why life is so tough.
I only wish things were easier.

HEY LOOK! I GOT CONTACTS ;D

2008-12-11T10:30:00.000-05:00

why don't you tell the whole world?

2008-12-09T19:09:00.001-05:00

I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
I might mean nothing to you. But you mean the world to me.
I don't deserve anything.
good.bye.

2008-12-07T00:35:00.002-05:00

Oh My Gosh!
I realized, I have no life but play Maple Story all day today and yesterday!
I think i'm getting addicted to it, God knows why.

Well, this week was busy searching for a job. Perhaps, I didn't get into any yet.
I went to one interview in a hair salon. But I got turned down because I had no experience in massaging? Anyway, I have to search HARDER!

It snowed today. I didn't notice until my brother told me, that's how focused I was on Maple Story.
The snow melted straight away, because of a little drizzle mixed.

Christmas is almost here.
Sort of happy, and sort of not.
I don't remember when was the last time, I actually feel happy about Christmas?
I miss you guys back there in malaysia.
I miss you especially.

2008-12-01T22:12:00.006-05:00

i want to DANCE.

:(

PUT MOUSE HERE!

2008-11-29T13:06:00.002-05:00

Hello There.
Happy Be-lated Thanksgiving! ;D

On thanksgiving night, I had a dinner with the family and relatives.
The following day was a Black Friday. Which means, SALES!
So Kayi and Kristy slept over my house because we had to wake up at 3a.m.
But we didn't sleep anyways.

3a.m we got ready and left to the mall and lined up in front of the door for them to open.
Around 4a.m the doors opened, but the shops were not open yet. So we waited until around 5a.m.

American Eagle opened, we went in and checked out some stuff, but was not interested.
I actually went to that mall for the main purpose is to get something in Abecrombie & Fitch and Hollister.
In the end, I got something anyway.
Finished shopping at around 8a.m.
Went home TIRED!
Took an hour nap. HAHA!

Have a NICE WEEKEND!

2008-11-24T00:00:00.002-05:00

Celyn, have fun in Australia. It was upsetting that you couldn't come to New York.
But I hope to looking forward for that day to see you again.
Good luck and have a safe trip there.
Make sure you have loads of fun and put all the worries away.
Careful! and I'll miss you much!
and remember, take loads of pictures!

Bye Bye!

2008-11-19T18:49:00.002-05:00

Falling down Slowly.

I speak, it's wrong.
Silence, it's wrong.
Tell me what am I supposed to do?

I'm suffering so bad right now.
but no one knows.
no one cares.
bye.

2008-11-18T15:18:00.001-05:00

It snowed this morning.
For 5 minutes.

It's only november, I'm already FREEZING!

Christmas is almost here, I wonder if I should go party in Time Square or Clubbing.

Been playing Maple Story lately.
Nothing else better to do.

JJ Lin got a new album : Sixology (you guys should check it out)

I'm hungry, I'm going to get food. See ya.

2008-11-14T23:13:00.001-05:00

Love this song.

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
Im just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No... no...

All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall...
I call
I crawl

2008-11-13T19:27:00.004-05:00

1.What's your most favorite color?
- orange

2. Who is the most important to you?
- who thinks I am important to them

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- 29385723498574951 of times

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I suppose?

5. If you had ONE wish, what would your wish be?
- well, it's a wish. I can't tell? ;D

6. Spouse, family, friend. If one of them drop into a river, and you can only save one of them, who would u save?
- I'll fall with them

7. What is your goal for this year?
- to get my green card.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yes i do!

9. Do you think that the person who tag you,like to play kidnapping?
- I hope so. =X

10.What are you really afraid of?
- blood

11.What is your bad habit?
- laziness

12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
- It's hard but if I really love someone, I would not give up.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- yeah

14. What does flying means to you?
- Like a wish come true! (that's not my wish ;x )

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- KFC Mash Potato Bowl and fish balls.

16. Are you single/relationship?
- secret.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- caring. sweet. loving. smart. idealistic. Patient. organized.

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- Watch drama.

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- dumped.

20. Have you ever did something in life that you regret terribly but can't seem to stop doing it?
- YES! YES! YESSS!

2008-11-10T21:33:00.002-05:00

I miss you;
the original you;
the time, when I first met you.

2008-11-08T13:00:00.002-05:00

Sometimes I don't know if I should feel happy to have you, or feel really terrible for having you.
I tried to find thousands of reason why I love you, but in the end I feel so hurt.
You say you support me, but you never do.
You say you love me, how come I don't feel it?
I couldn't possibly be dreaming right now.

All we do is argue, fight, and get mad at each other.
When was there a time when we sat down and relax and chat our happiness away?
You never like anything I do, or even anything I say.

I promised you thousands of things, but you don't seem to notice.
I could exactly be who I really am, but because of you, I don't have the chance to.
I can't tell you something I like, because you don't like it.
I can't tell you something I want to do, because you won't like me doing it.

When the whole world is falling down on me.

2008-11-07T21:23:00.003-05:00

Today is Friday the 7th.
Hung out with Connie and Kayi in Manhattan, Fifth Avenue.
Shopping at Abercrombie & Fitch.
I got a Fleece Hoodie worth $100 and a T-shirt worth $36.
Connie got a Sweater worth $60, and Kayi got a T-shirt worth $36.
We didn't have enough time to shop longer, because Connie had to go to T.C.
Anyway, Today I went shopping, I didn't seem so thrilled about it, maybe because they don't have any nice clothes anymore.

I want to get a Flannel Shirt from American Eagle.
Plus, I have the 40% discount. Haha.

Maybe, i'll shop more soon. Especially Christmas is coming.

2008-11-04T20:18:00.003-05:00

Good Evening.

Today is Election Day!
Obama Versus. Mccain.
I wonder who is going to win. I hope Obama does. He is a good man ;)

Woke up at around 9.45 this morning, highlighted a little part of my hair in the back and dyed my brother's hair. Around 1 something went out with some friends, and chilled with Kayi and Kim. Kayi dyed her hair today too! Went to Burger King and grab some lunch.

I want to go shopping so badly.
My brother went to Fifth Avenue in Manhattan today.
He got a Abercrombie & Fitch jacket and some long sleeves shirts.
I might be going shopping there with Kayi and Connie this friday.

Dumpling's tank needs to be clean, it's been a week since I last washed it.
I gave her some lettuce today, and she seem like she enjoyed it :)
I hope I can give some time out to teach her some tricks. That'll be AWESOME!

Been watching dramas lately, Moonlight Resonance!
I got a few more episodes to go, it's getting so exciting.
Now, I'm going to stop blogging and catch up with the rest of the drama ;)

Good Night Guys!

2008-11-03T10:57:00.000-05:00

Hola!

My new post after millions of years(being dramatic). ;)
Well, it should be a new fresh start.
Actually, I kind of start this blog without any preparations.
It's November, Coldest weathers are about to come storming in.
I think I caught a cold, because I have been sniffing like a homo lately.

I'm so poor! ;(

I'll blog soon when I get the chance, and if I have more to say ;).

I'm glad to be back.